lolz... i also dunno wad to say le lah.... i am not born
optimistic. i get very affected by people i truly care about (which
is probably why i try to limit that number nowadays. 
). i can say that i will choose how i wanna live my
life. but ultimately, i know deep down in my very being, i'll never
be as..... (for want of an appropriate word) whole as another
person who hasnt been through the same things as me....
it's a negative outlook, i admit. but sometimes somethings just
cant be helped de lah....
haiz... dun say le... let nature take its course. wadever kinda guy
decides to come into my life, he better have a strong heart, and a
strong mind, or it will never work out. 
